Psalm 91
who abides in the shadow of the Almighty,
2 will say to the Lord, “My refuge and my fortress;
my God, in whom I trust.”
3 For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler
and from the deadly pestilence;
4 he will cover you with his pinions,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness is a shield and buckler.
5 You will not fear the terror of the night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness,
nor the destruction that wastes at noonday
For me, one of the highlights of the annual photo retreat at the local monastery is always the
opportunity to go back into the cloister.
I don’t usually take any pictures, and this time I took only a few—but I
love being in the silence and the confines.
There is something settling about it.
I am particularly drawn to the graveyard; I hope it doesn’t
say something morbid about me. I like
the fact that the men there are listed on the website as the Triumphants. We Christians talk about victory over death,
but too often we don’t act like we believe it.
The monks are much better at this than I am.
Last year, the retreat coincided with the death
of Fr. Malachy, whom I had met and liked very much. It was a surprise to me when prayers were
offered for the repose of his soul at the first vespers for I had no idea he
had died. It was a blessing to be among
the brothers as I assimilated the fact of his death and listened to the
community, in the usual order of monastic life, share their memories and prayers for his soul.
This image was taken standing in the grass by the graves of
the Triumphants (and, as it turns out, in a nest of fire ants; one must suffer
for art’s sake). I was taken by the
image of the steeple through the rafters of the porch roof; one of the
presentations that weekend emphasized geometery in photography.
In the image, it appears that the steeple is trapped in a
steel net, much like the net of the falconer referred to in the psalms. A
falconer captures his bird by pegging out some attractive prey, a squirrel or
rabbit perhaps, and then lying in wait for the bird, as is his nature, to swoop
down. The falconer then throws a heavy
net over the bird to prevent escape so that the bird can be fettered, confined,
tamed in some measure, and made to do the bidding of the falconer.
It evokes to me the current state of things in American
political life, where threats to religious liberty abound, particularly if one
is Catholic. Modern secular society
seeks to trap and limit the Church, taming her and keeping her from sanctifying
a culture much in need of salvation.
Certainly things look pretty bleak for Catholic witness
these days: proclaim the Gospel truth and one is likely to be attacked for hate
speech. The Church, in doing what she
does so well, what is her nature—feeding the poor, clothing the naked, finding
homes for the widow and orphan—has taken society’s bait and modern American is
throwing a net of restriction over her in hopes of forcing her to submit to society’s conventions—or,
if not, in an effort to fetter her and remove her from having any effect in the
world, or destroy her altogether. The
image of the steeple behind the beams is the image of the Church confined.
But the image is deceiving.
The steeple looks confined only from the perspective of the graveyard
grass, and then only when I bent and contorted my position a bit to set the
image. The reality is that the steeple
soars above the porch and any impression of confinement is an artifact of perspective.
Christ told us that when He was lifted up, God would be
glorified and He would draw the world to him.
It’s worth remembering that His being lifted up looked a lot like the
triumph of the world: nailed to a cross, unable even to move, and crucified, from the perspective of
the world captured, killed and eliminated.
Yet we know that it was Christ, not the world, who was
triumphant and that the net of the fowler had no real power over Him. Nor, because we are part of His body, does it
have power over us. In spite of how
things look here on the ground, from the perspective of the Eternal, the
Church, like Christ, like the steeple in this picture, is lifted up and draws
all. The snare is an illusion, only an
illusion.